Distorted Thoughts

Well, I might have been more honest with my shrink today then what was good for me....told him about last week...feelings of hopelessness helplessness...staying bed for a very long time. not really caring about anything. thoughts of buying a hammer. counting pills....knowing I can or have acess to a lot of drugs that are not kept in the box!!

so am I'm in control? Maybe....am I just playing a game.....probably......do I care what others think ---- definitly

so I care if I wait up the next day or not....priceless