Thursday, July 20, 2006
Sleep
can only come with a little help!!!!
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
I had a Plan
I had a plan but then it was changed....it seems so unreal to even imagine it....
Monday, July 17, 2006
Telling the Truth
Well, I might have been more honest with my shrink today then what was good for me....told him about last week...feelings of hopelessness helplessness...staying bed for a very long time. not really caring about anything. thoughts of buying a hammer. counting pills....knowing I can or have acess to a lot of drugs that are not kept in the box!!
so am I'm in control? Maybe....am I just playing a game.....probably......do I care what others think ---- definitly
so I care if I wait up the next day or not....priceless
so am I'm in control? Maybe....am I just playing a game.....probably......do I care what others think ---- definitly
so I care if I wait up the next day or not....priceless
cymbalta
new anti-depressent....just keep adding and not taking anything away!
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
White as Snow
Rain, Rain wash away all my sins.....
I think I'll go sit in the rain...
I think I'll go sit in the rain...

Monday, July 03, 2006
Who Am I?
I wish someone would tell me...because my emotions are all over and it's not a pretty sight...if only people could read my mind...I think I would be locked up....
I am so tired of the whispers...
I am so tired of the whispers...