Saturday, March 25, 2006
How
How can a set of feeling drawn you down back in to the same spiril I was in 3 or 5 weeks ago. I just want to not feel anything again but those feelings of guilt, anger, fear and depression are over and over ....I'm overwhelmed by the sheer panic it causes. My anxiety is gradually building and I'm out of control again.
I've learn I must have more faith, trust in God, and know there is a reason for all this insanity. I'm not the only one who goes through these things. Everybody struggles with something. I'm just so tired and just want to give up...quit the game!!! But is that fair to the people around me? Well, I keep being told life isn't fair!!! so why should it be fair to them!!!!
I've learn I must have more faith, trust in God, and know there is a reason for all this insanity. I'm not the only one who goes through these things. Everybody struggles with something. I'm just so tired and just want to give up...quit the game!!! But is that fair to the people around me? Well, I keep being told life isn't fair!!! so why should it be fair to them!!!!
# posted by d @ 7:59 PM 
