Distorted Thoughts

This past weekend was an eventful saga in my small little story. It didn't start off that great...I left my desert at home and I was just about to school. Turned around and got it and was running "really" late. Guess I should of called. The morning was filled with attendance issues but dealt within a reasonable time. Just waiting for the lunch hour to commence. Our holiday feast cratered in just for the faculty. Baked potatoes, chicken, and ribs. slide across my plate. Ate some chicken, and potatots be didn't even try a rib....not sure why...I just didn't want to get my fingers dirty. I was done eatting pretty much and got into the deserts (the one I brought --y ummm) Then I headed to my office. Sat down and thought to myself I'm alittle dizzy. hmmmm I think I just crawled to the ground or quite passing out. By the time the fire depart me got there I was semi coherent. but they took my blood sugar and it was below 40. Guess that's why I was dizzy. By that time Brent had made it to the school. and I was coming around but not all the quite there. He just said take her to St. Johns. The er was actually quiet for a change. The room wasn't bad and I had my labs drawn with in reasaoble time. Then came the paperwork. And explaining of the medications I was on and how often I took them. I was open and I honest about screwing up the weekend before and taking too much ativan two days in a row. It just got worse from there. I had a nurse check my entire body for brusies and questioned about each one. Almost wanted me to start hitting again. I was transfered from er to icu that was about 12 hours...then came the transfer to the "ward" upstairs....not so liking this next move. As I'm rolled into this body of people getting their dinner trays...I'm really starting to freak out...then comes the change of clothes into scrabs and matching booty's. Brent and I just sat on my bed after meking it and crired until a nusrse come in to do the check in paperwork. Then it was time to say good by to brent....I time I really didn't want hin to go...