Distorted Thoughts

I'm going under covers...I don't want to face reality...I feel so all alone. I couldn't talk in group tonight. Didn't want to share how self-centered I've been this week. It's been all about me and reacting to others. How they made me feel and how I thought about myself. I dreaded my anniversary...part because I can't believe I've been married that long and partly because I wanted so much more then my marriage is -- not the fairytale ending you see in the movies! Get Real!