Saturday, October 01, 2005
Silence....
even when there is noise...I've been in silence the last couple of days. Mentally, I really don't like it but I didn't know what to do to change it so I just turned the music or tv louder. Like that helps. I don't want to be around people because I really don't want to talk...but then is anyone really listening to me. Dizzy from I think my meds...I feel a little uneasy and unsure of what I think. Deciding do I really want to go to CR or not. I know I should. But I don't want to talk. Silence...can I be quiet? Went to dinner with my husband and I think we talked about 2 whole sentences the entire time...he's not vocal today either...silence...waiting...is it good or is it bad?
# posted by d @ 4:08 PM 
